Its a very important question as far as my life is concerned. I love a friend of mine deeply truly from my inner consciousness. He is bound by his parents. His parents wish for him to have some different things apart from me.
It was painful to take up this situation, but I have no choice except to accept it.
still I think only of that person. He is just rooted so deeply that I cannot think of eliminating or detaching him from me.
I really don’t know about his intentions.
What I am feeling is that I have nothing to achieve, nothing to lose, nothing to gain. I never think of suicidal tendencies but I have literally nothing to do.
Though I am not well settled in a career, I am creative, with a perfect blend of modern & traditional values. & sensitive & caring & loving & deep feeling inside to help others to the extent of sacrificing my life. This is my true nature.
I am not knowing how to convince that person that I am the best suit for him.
deep within my inner voice says that nobody can be as good & understanding like me as far as his wife is concerned. I am deeply worried for my true best friend.
Every day I am praying, praying & only praying, as I feel as a human I can do only my part & miracles in life can happen only through gods help.
But surely Deepakji I feel if I can get my friends company, we can go to heights & reach a remarkable stage in life, what u call as serving the humanity can be our forefront criteria.
But being single I feel I cannot live nor can I think of any other person in my life.
What should I do?
Source: Community01 – Deepak